Last Couple Months...

Wow... It has been a long time since I blogged. Life has been busy, good, great, different- all good things. Here's a list of some highlights of things that have happened to me in the past couple months:

• Started Voice Lessons
• Play Basketball Every Week
• Karaoke Every Week
• Started Dating
• Held Hands (that's all you get of that)
• New Job Duties
• Made New Friends
• Lost Weight
• Got Hate Mail Sent To Me (I feel bad for this person because they don't understand what it means to love like the Savior-but it's okay- I only care what the Lord thinks of me)
• 2 Best Friends Left Work (Jen and Melanie) and now I don't get to see them everyday (sad)
• "Put myself out there"
• Got a New Nic-Name: "My Leading Lady"- ahhh... cute (not because of my blog either)
• Told Many Times I'm Beautiful (If you know me, you'll know what this means to me)
• Believed that someone when they said I was beautiful
• Decided that some people are in your life only to make an appearance- and that's okay-even great!
• Pet someone else dog (I cringed and was CLEARLY VERY uncomfortable- but I did it-eventually. I hate pets in the house and dogs licking me and jumping on me).
• Let someone touch my feet and didn't hate it (this is huge)
• Have a maybe date when the weather is good to Silver Lake to Moose-watch (dream come true)
• Was playing games with friends and left to go buy the game "What's Yours Like" and saw a shirt that said "All I Do Is Win" on the front. I bought it and put it on and walked back into the party with that shirt on. Of course I was laughing my head off and everyone else was like "oh my heck... really? You bought that just to wear in here?" To which I replied "YEP... and worth every penny!" I wore it the rest of the night and every chance I got I would throw in "yeah, cause all I do is win". LOL!!!!
• FINALLY won a "House Party"
  

Anyway... it's been a great couple months. It hasn't been perfect, but Heavenly Father is DEFINITELY taking care of me and has been for a long time, I just didn't always see it that way. I do now. And I am so grateful that he sometimes let's your heart break because he has something in store for you that is miles better than what you think you maybe might need and what you think maybe might be best for you. The biggest thing I learned in the last few months is simply that I KNOW NOTHING and GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING and HE LOVES ME SOOOOO MUCH! And even if he were the only one... It would be enough for me. But I know he isn't. That's the beautiful in life- there are people that get to be in your life for life, and others that just get to make an appearance- and that's okay.

That's my update. It's kind of lame I know... but there is too much to just start writing it all out. Plus... it's kind of personal still... but I'll keep you posted.

Love you all...